I already got over the aversion to the 'someone' i had mentioned last time . .because it is stupid and bad to hate someone . . some of your friends..everyone has her own charecteristic..you cannot blame her werd..it's not her fault...so now..i wanna to treat her better than usual .. and love her more...haha..

ANABELLE..thankyou for helping me ,,... to u-turned back to school and helped me to take my things... i love you so much..i owe you five ice-cream ,,...i appreaciate your kindness..and i will sure return it back to you one day later...everythings you want..

I don't like the feel scold by teacher..espeacially when she scold you when you didn't do wrong..it's kind of insulting someone . . . i scolded by two teacher in this week . . i confess that i really had made noise or did somethings wrong but i can swear that it was not as what they saw...haiz...

Marching makes me hyper now..although it is very tired to stand under the sun for almost 3 hours...but i was glad to finally understand that the spirit of prefectorialboard is teamwork...haha
GAMBATEH..WE WILL BE THE CHAMPION ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELENA TOO

ZzzZzzz

Anabelle..thankyou for saying somethings so .. so ... " meaningful " . .however . . thankyou very much . .bust firstly . . i need to explain that i am not having a negative thinker . . definetely not . .is just like finally understand somethings bad . .

I had found a way to relax myself . . i think . .by admiring people . . haha ..i think connie will laugh at me when she see this post . .If u admire a people . . i think u would be happy because u might spend your free time to think about her but not thinking negative . .

Last tuesday . . when we were practising caklempong in music class . . we had lost our control..i mean everyone was hyper . . shouting ,chating ,scolding each other ..i love this kind of situation ...like a big family .. music class is happy . .

A WEEK OF STRESS

A week of stress . . . marching . . homework . . duty. . .i have not enough sleep . . my timetable is full . . i dun like it . . i dun like to rush . . do everythings in a hurry . . i hate it . .
everynight i can't sleep well . . i scare i will duty the wrong place the next morning . . i scare i will lewat . . i scare i will scolded by exco . . i scare everythings . . and now . . the topic between me and jiann huey is just about PREFECT . .
Marching . . muscle pain now .. Haiz . . my renang teacher is very annoying . . she is irritating too . . i hate her . . more than i can say . .she makes me pening all the times . .
The students are weird l,,..ll...They used to scold prefects . . i dunno why . .maybe scolding us will let them hyper . .Everyone is the same . .They cannot scold us because WE ARE THE SAME . .
I am depressing now . . i dunno whether i can continue to be a prefect or not . . i cannot find a right way to relax myself . . or maybe i should quit . .ALTERNATIVE . .
Sivik teacher ask us to think out which three best friends that u can share ur sadness with them . . my answer is NO . . because 1 of my friendS is selfish . . She loves and used to take advantage on people but she won't ever help people . . She loves to show off. . She loves to snatch people's reward .she makes me feel dissapointed to all my freinds .HAIZZ . .IM MAD NOW . . .

I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE . . .( SELFISH , SELFISH , SELFISH AND PREJUDICE)
When she needs your help , she will come near to you and keep on asking you the questions but when you need her help..she won't care what you say and dun even entertain you..SELFISH . . .i swear not to treat this type of people good anymore...NEVER

What is friend ? the best explaination is nothing . . . Friend is the one that you can take advantage on her ? Friend is the one that will kick you away when you face problem ? Friend is the one that won't do anything to you ? Ya .. THIS IS WHAT FRIEND MEAN ....

Everyone in the world is SELFISH . . . Everyone is the same . .is it ? you dun have the power to do like this to other people . . THIS IS NOT FAIR. . . . LIFE ISN'T FAIR . .YAYAYA. .You dun have the power to do it . . . . .

Haiz...2010 is a scary year..i hate it.. everythings changed..new place,new classroom,new teacher,new prefects,new partner....new new new..nothing remain the same..everythings become so strange to me....i feel like alone...i am alone to face every new and unfamiliar things..no friends to help...no one to help..

I recall back the day in form 2 ... i was alone..i was in a super bad mood..i felt like crying..i had no one to talk to in hall... i just wanted to run ..to find a place..for me to stay...but now..i have no place to stay too..im doing all the things alone..i hate it...friend is just nothing..no point to treat people good because people will not treat you good . . . .im depressing now..frustration got over me...

Promise is just nothing sometimes . .everyone will just broke their promise anytime......i hate my place now..it is noisy..i cannot see clear to the blackboard...i am being far and far away from all my best friend..everything changed...

i cannot get used to my place ..now and never..definetely not . . i wanna to kilol people whenever i think of my place now...far apart from li li ,khei yan ,xiao hui and anabelle....i dislike this..before school reopen .. the only thin that make me happy is i thaught i can sit with them and chit-chat with them...but now...what the hell is going on....

Prefects ' faces had changed too..xiao wen,synying,see hwa,sheauyoke,rachel are no not prefects anymore...they changed mush...

Xiao Wen - she is funny .. she always use her high pitch sound to call me whenever she see me duty..

Syn Ying - i was pretty upset when i got knew that syn ying cannot continue to be a prefect . . she changed less among most of them . .i still love her so much..

See hwa-my partner..im angrying her now..try my best to ignore her..because she tease me..she said me duty in the toilet everyday..

sheauyoke -she changed her hairstyle..she looks weird..haha..

lee rachel-she keep on eatinhg food in the class and even in front of me n wei lin...herng..

i lost my eagerness to school now . .i hate gonig to school..alone alone

ALONE ! !

MY ONLY FEAR IS ALONE...

IM ALONE NOW..

TOTALLY,..,..

SICK..

SOB..

i am going to penang tomorrow
so excited...
cz maybe can c the 流星雨...
will miss all of you..
esp anabelle...
bye bye...



I ADMIRE THE \\\\EDWARD CULLENS....HE is charm....i think..the best word to describe him...he is not handsome in ours theory...ours mean the secondary students...because he is much elder...but he is charm..really..no doubt ..

2009 is a wonderful year

If some one come and ask me which year i like the most since i was born...i will choose 2009..no doubt..it is a wonderful year for me...that i will never forget the memory in this year...because i had learned so many so many things..in this year...full of hapiness and also Sadness...and even arguement...
i think i become more mature after this year....
i become positive...
i become more independence...
i can settle something that i cannot settle last time...
i had met so many friends in 2009
i enjoy my senior and exco year...
i love excos so much..
all the exco...
although sometimes we will quarell for a little things....
although sometimes we will have a different comment...
and we dun agree the other's action..but im still loving you all..
YOU GUYS..
ROCK MY LIFE...
2p7 friends...
is always together//..
love to group together with ana,li li,kheiyan,xiaohui and jiann huey..in class
chit-chating..non stop...
Although in 2009...
i become hot temper(act not very serius)
i will be mad easily...
i used to scold people...
i always scolded juniors...
and sometimes i will scolded excoss...
but in fact i love you all so much
the more i care you all...
the more i scol you gals...
anabelle said that Malaysia is not as free and easy as Overseas...
but i enjoy this kind of daily life..
full of challengeable,,....
my life become colourful,,,mmm
because of 2009
i would remember you...
forever...

Again

Again..same like the anniversary ...i thought i can go to the exco by exco but finally cannot...hopeless now..no more eagerness...now,,...haizzz...everytimes also like this..............